Elleth

The last one!

2010-01-07T15:18:00.000+01:00

I will shut down this blog from now on.
I am no longer writing any entries in here, even tough I tried and promised a few times again and again.
This doesn't make any more sense, so I decided to quit it once and for all.
I don't want to delete it, for I worked hard on this page and there are a lot of memories stuck in here, but I'm keeping it as it is now!

If you still have a slightly bit of interest of me and my life, you are welcome to read my livejournal:
http://ellethdartagnan.livejournal.com/

Cause I am paying money for that account I think I might keep that more up do date than this blog here.

Hope to here from you on LJ,

See ya there,
Becky

Back in Black

2009-03-19T10:56:00.004+01:00

Mood: busy
drinking: Cappuchino
eating: waiting for lunch break
listening to: teh cars driving by
weather: sunny (but cold)

First of all:
Long time no hear!

I know, I know, it’s been quite a while since my last entry.
But I beg your pardon, I really had a lot to do and even more things to take care of.
But finally I hope to be back in black! *g*

What really brings me to one of the topics I wanted to write about!
I’ve been to a hairdresser last week.
And he totally screwed up! >.<
I can’t believe what they did to me!

I wanted my hair to be back to the roots again, means: away from the reddish look I had for the last years now and back to my natural brown color.
Well, I chose a brown very similar to my natural tone, just a slightly bit darker.
But when they finished dying, it wasn’t just spotted all over (how the hell did they manage to make me look like a Dalmatian?) but it was also ways too dark!
They dyed my hair again to make the spots go away (at least!), but the color still looked more like black than brown!

I feel so much remembered back five years ago when I had my Gothic-time! >.<
I’m just too pale to have black hair, even Snow White looked healthy compared to me!
Well, I think I’m getting used to it, since it’s nearly been a full week now, but I’m still upset, especially cause I had to pay the full price!
I think I’ll never go there again!

Well, and everything else?
It’s quite fine at the moment, I’m still trained to be an industrial clerk at Bayer, Uerdingen and it went pretty well so far, let’s hope it stays that way!

I hope to have some more time to write from now on (and some new topics I laid my interest on!), but first of all I totally wanted to redesign and adapt my blog and all my other websites like MySpace, deviantArt and so on.
So it might take a while for my next entry to come, but well, I think you are used to waiting, if you are a following my blog! XD

Well, though I’m at work, I have to do something now, just not to have lost all my readers, so maybe one or another might be happy to see me again! ;-)

Do you remember...?

2007-10-22T16:18:00.000+01:00

Mood: silly
Weather: sunny but cold
Eating: nothing, wating for supper
Drinking: nothing
Listening to: the sound of the keyboard! ;-)

Well, I searched my way through the web and YouTube and found a lot of clips that reminded me of my past, when I was a little child (okay, I'm still little and I'm still a child, but...well...you know what I mean!).
Do you remember all the tv-shows and series you used to watch every day after school?
Well, I don't remember all of them, but at least some and I tried to find the Intros on YouTube! And guess what? I nearly found them all!

So please, relax and take your seat for traveling into my own and maybe even your past:

First, the Animes:

Robin Hood Opening and Ending
(And a little insider between me and some of my friends, right?)

Z wie Zorro Opening and Ending

Nadia - macht des Zaubersteins Opening

Eine fröhliche Familie Intro

Missis Jo und ihre fröhliche Familie

Sailor Moon Intro
(yeah, i still love it somehow! *gg*)

Die Tollen Fussballstars
(yeah, I liked football or asoccer even before we had the Worldchampionship in germany!)

Kickers

Mila Superstar

aaaand, my two favorites,

Ein Supertrio - Katzenauge

Lady Oscar

and now american or british series:

Graf Duckula Opening and Ending

Captain Planet Opening and Ending

Batman

Transformers

Bionic 6

Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles

Biker Mice from Mars

Mighty Ducks (German and English)

Darkwing Duck (German and English)

Well, I'm still in my past, I think!^^
Unfortanetly, I didn't find all openings, I still miss some series like X-Men and Spider-man, but hey, you can't always get what you want, right? ;-)

Just a short test

2007-07-17T17:31:00.001+01:00

Test: What Battlestar Galactica (new series) character are you?

You scored as Number 6, Are you real? A figment of a guilt imagination or a clever piece of nanotechnology? Either way, when you have your claws in someone you will not let them go. You have a job to do, and God's love is watching. Watching all of us.

Number 6

88%

CPO Galen Tyrol

75%

Tom Zarek

69%

President Laura Roslin

69%

Dr Gaius Baltar

63%

Capt. Lee Adama (Apollo)

56%

Lt. Sharon Valerii (Boomer)

50%

Col. Saul Tigh

50%

Lt. Kara Thrace (Starbuck)

50%

Commander William Adama

44%

What New Battlestar Galactica character are you?
created with QuizFarm.com

Okay...should I be scared now?
Am I a Cylon?
I have no idea!!! Waaaaaaahhh!!!!

Did the test another time, here's the second result:

You scored as Lt. Kara Thrace (Starbuck), You are the best damn Viper pilot in the fleet, so everyone else can just frack off. They need you, not the other way around. Maybe if you keep pushing people away they won't get close, because that is scary and it hurts. Oh yes, and anyone who has a problem with you being a woman needs to just get over it.

Lt. Kara Thrace (Starbuck)

81%

Number 6

69%

CPO Galen Tyrol

69%

Capt. Lee Adama (Apollo)

63%

Tom Zarek

56%

President Laura Roslin

50%

Col. Saul Tigh

38%

Dr Gaius Baltar

38%

Commander William Adama

31%

Lt. Sharon Valerii (Boomer)

13%

What New Battlestar Galactica character are you?
created with QuizFarm.com

Think the second result is quite good as well (at least, no cruel killing machine...more or less! XD), but it's quite interesting that Number Six is still on second place...

By the way, my boyfriend did the test as well and he got the following result:

You scored as Capt. Lee Adama (Apollo), You have spent your life trying to life up to and impress your Dad, shame he never seemed to notice. You are a stickler for the rules. But in matters of loyalty and honour you know when they have to be broken.

Capt. Lee Adama (Apollo)

88%

Number 6

75%

Lt. Kara Thrace (Starbuck)

75%

President Laura Roslin

75%

Commander William Adama

63%

Col. Saul Tigh

63%

Dr Gaius Baltar

50%

Tom Zarek

50%

CPO Galen Tyrol

38%

Lt. Sharon Valerii (Boomer)

13%

What New Battlestar Galactica character are you?
created with QuizFarm.com

So he's got a new nickname: "Apollo", for sure! ;-)

It's a happy birthday party

2007-07-08T20:52:00.001+01:00

Mood: enthralled
Drinking: nothing
Eating: nothing
Weather: dark and rainy
Listening to: the voice of my boyfriend on the phone

Me and Christian on my actual birthday date! I know he looks a bit...weird here! But please ignore that, okay? ;-)
If you notice the picture hanging behind me on the wall, that's me with about one or two years, I think. Did I changed a lot in these years? XD

Saturday was Party-time! And guess who was there as well:
Jürgen, Adeline and Tine! (and Sheerie, not shown on this photo)

But here she is! Yeah, I was so happy to see the girls again! I missed them so much!

See how happy I've been? ^^

Please notice the nice necklace I wore, it's an original Swarovski Sisi-star from Austria!

Me and the girls!!! (Tine, Adeline, Sheerie [ltr] and me [front])

And another try!

Steffi had fun as well, Sebi is just looking amused

Liam, me and Sebi! The infernal trio! XD

Guys and their beer! (Sven and Sebi)

Jasmin, another girl from my old school and Liam

I've got a jar of dirt, I've got a jar of diihiiiirt, and guess what's inside of it!
Yeah, there really WAS a heart in it!!!

Martin and Christian, having fun talking bout their time in the army

Adeline, enjoying the champagne and a cigarette

Please notice the chucks! ;-) And not only the red eyes!

Tine and her always sunshining smile!

The devil behind the wall! XD
Did my boyfriend forget to tell me something that might be important? ;-)

Sebi...looking...drunk?

"I don't feel like dancing!"
Please, don't ask! You haven't seen as screaming "Sheets of egyptian cotton"! ;-)

Jasmin and Liam again

Small talk as it's best

Phillip, Jasmin's boyfriend had some good conversations with Liam

And Sebi enjoied some with Sven

Christian prefered to enjoy the coke

And I was still smiling, cause it really was a lot of fun!

As you can see: even Christian gave us a smile! ;-)

Even though it might look kinda strange sometimes!
Kisses to you, honey!

After all: I had a really great time!
Unfortunetly, Tine, Jürgen, Sheerie and Adeline had to drove back again this night and couldn't stay until the end, but I still enjoyed the few hours with the girls!
And of course, I got a lot of presents!
Beside a lot of money (Yeeeeeaaaahhhh!!!!), I got first of all, the present from my boyfriend Christian: the time-turner of Harry Potter!
I could still kiss and hug him the whole time!
It looks sooo great!
Wanna take a lot?
Watch here:

I really love that jewelery, the only sad thing about it is that you can't really travel through time! ;-)

Other presents were the movie "Prestige" on DVD! Have you seen the movie? It is so great! Hugh Jackman and Christian Bale play two magicians on their way to perform the perfect magic trick! A must have!

See the trailer:

And beside that I get very cool presents from the girls: a small figure of an angel, a small glass stone with an prurple heart inside includiung a triquetta, another of our - as I would call it - "family"-rings (cause I nearly lost my first one!9 aaaand: a bottle of shower gel and a bottle of body lotion!
Nothing spectecular, you say?
No way! cause it's falvoured with strawberry!
A little joke between us, that you don't have to understan, but maybe some of you will!
Now my hair and my whole body scents like a whole strawberry field, cause I use shampoo, shower gel and body lotion with this flavour! It's fantastic!

And I had a little treasure hunt, as well!
First of all, I got a jar of dirt! Really! as you can see on the pictures, Sebi, Steffi and Liam gave me a jar of dirt!
And - stupid as I am - I ask: Is there really a thump-thump in it? (For those who don't understand this: go and watch Pirates of the Caribbean - Dead man's chest!)
They just said: Find out!
But I'm not that stupid, you know?
I just shaked the jar of dirt a bit (I really felt like Jack a that moment, you know? ^^) and didn't even touched the sand.
That was when Sebi already started laughing and said: I'd said that she wouldn't put her hand inside!
So...to come to an end: there was a heart in it! A real heart! But it was a heart from a pig and Steffi threw it away after I didn't put my hand inside the jar.

Then I got a treasure map!
With a little riddle on it: I had to find out which one of the three guys had my real present!
The first hint was:
To find the origin of his name, you have to put Elizabeth's treasure in front of it
The second one was:
The name is a law like a curse, full of irony!

After reading the second hint, it was pretty easy:
(Will)Liam Murphy!
The "treasure" was really a lot of money! ;-)

And I swore to myself that I'llhave to choose better films that I like most, some movies wthout any of these weird things like hearts in jars or something like that!

As you can see and read, we had a lot of fun and a great evening!
It's a pitty that it ended so soon!
But who knows, the next year will come! ;-)

My Graduation ceremony!

2007-06-19T15:23:00.000+01:00

Yeah, I finally finished school and I'm so what reliefed! yeeeeeeah! XD

I'll write about it later, I'm not really in the mood to do now and I don't really have the time today!
Means it will take at least two weeks, cause I'll fly to Vienna tomorrow evening, don't forget that! ;-)

Well, anyways, here are some pictures taken by my mother yesterday!

Me, reading my certification

My new boyfriend (yay!!!), me and my father

Christian and me....haaaaaaach...!!!

One last talk to one of my favorite teachers... I'll really miss her!

One last class photo

SMILE!

Irina and me

Please, try to ignore the glass of champagne! ;-)

Cheers! We're finally done!

My father and my boyfriend...looking kinda...stupid? bored? XD
Please xcuse me guys for publishing that photo, it's just too gorgeous!

Love and Happiness

2007-06-13T13:08:00.000+01:00

Mood: loved
Drinking: nothing
Eating: nothing
Weather: sunny and warm
Listening to: Boulevard of Broken Dreams vs. Wonderwall

What is the best part of a relationship?
I mean the time when you're thinking most of the time about this special person!?
Yeah, for sure, the first weeks or months of being together, but I'm thinking about something else!

Do you remeber the first weeks, after you felt that there might be something bevore you're even together, undtil the day when you finally get your first kiss?
It's this special kind of thrill: Does he feel the same? Does he answer my message? Will he come to the date?

It's like this german 80's or 90's Song:

Dieses Kribbeln im Bauch,dass man nie mehr vergisst.
Als ob da im Magen der Teufel los ist.
Dieses Kribbeln im Bauch,kennst du doch auch.
Wenn man glaubt,fast überzuschäumen vor Glück.
Dieses Kribbeln im Bauch,dass man nie mehr vergisst.
Wie wenn man zuviel Brausestäbchen isst.
...

English (doesn't really make sense, doesn't it?):

This prickling in the stomach, that you'll never forget
like all hell is let loose in the stomach
this prickling in the stomach, that you know, too
when you think you're foam over of luck
this prickling in your stomach that you'll never forget
just like eating too much fizzy sticks
...

This dancing around each other for days, maybe even weeks, the shivering and jittering... it's the hardest time but if you look back it's a wonderfull time as well!
And then the moment when it finally happens...
the magic of a single moment that changes everything....
All the messages that you write, not caring about the money, all the phonecalls....

Yeah, I know, you're not used to read such romantic stuff on my blog, right?
But well, what should I say? I'm just happy at the moment!
I don't know what to say!
Okay, I still don't have a job, but everything else is just fine!
But let's start from the beginning:

First of all: I've finished school!
And I even managed to pass my oral examination to get a better mark in german!
Yeah!
It's only a half week left until my graduation ceremony! Menas that I have to see my mostly terrible class only one last time and then never again!

Second: I fly to vienna in one week!
My flight starts on Wednesday evening next week and I'll be back on Friday the 29th!
It will be so great!
But I'm leaving with one laughing and one crying eye...
The reason?
Some of you might have guessed already...!
Yeah, right!
I have a boyfriend!
Okay, it's just since monday, but hey, after two weeks we managed to kiss each other!
And that happened after such "romantic" movies like Amadeus, Kindgom of Heaven and The Passion of the Christ! *Laugh*
But hey, at least we did it! -^.^- (No, not that IT!!!)
Two filmfreaks came together, and ye be warned: freak is no understatement!

Well, after all, it looks like my downs are finally passed away and I just hope that it stays this way!
Only one last wish is still unfullfilled: to find a job!
If that happens, my life would be quite perfect!

Thank you my readers for really getting through this silly stuff!
Thank you! *gg*

Drink up me 'earties, Yo Ho!

2007-05-24T14:58:00.000+01:00

Here are some of the photos I've taken yesterday in my pirate outfit!
Please enjoy and feel free to comment them! ;-)

Yoho, yoho, a pirate's life for me!

2007-05-24T13:27:00.000+01:00

Mood: hyper
Drinking: citrus tea
Eating: have already eaten
weather: sunny and warm
Listening to: PotC - At world's end OST

Yeah, I've seen it!
The movie we've been waiting for since last summer!
Pirates of the Caribbean - At world's end!

And what can I say: It's great!
I even enjoyed the film after I've already been sitting in the cinema for about four hours before to watch the first two parts of the saga!
I don't want to spoil here, so that everyone can read my opinion about the movie and can still watch it without knowing everything!

It has everything we've expected: lot's of goodlooking men (and I really mean a LOT!) like Johnny Depp, Orlando Bloom and Jack Davenport, we already know from the first two movies!
Action, fun and romantic as well!

But let's take a closer look:
Well, we all know that Jack died at the end of part 2 after kissing Elizabeth, cause she chained him to the Black Pearl when the Kraken attacked the ship again.
After seeing the Pearl sinking, the others decided to sail to Tia Dalma.
She told them that the is a way to save Jack and bring him back to the living, but they would need the help from a captain who knows the sea around world's end: Barbossa!
Savvey?
Aye!

Well, that's where the third movie starts.
The crew around Will Turner, Elizabeth Swann and Barbossa (is his first name really Hector? Please no!) sails to Singapore to find a ship, a greater crew and one of the nine Pirate Lords (yeah, Pirates do have Lords....more or less...*cough*)
And the adventure can begin!

I think I don't spoil anything if I'm saying that they manage to find the great Jack Sparrow, ehm sorry, Captain Jack Sparrwo, right?

Johnny Depp is brilliant as always as the rum-loving, hallucinating, even kinda gay-appearing Captain Jack Sparrow (I want to be on that ship in his first scene as well!!! - Ehm, watch the movie and you'll understand what I mean!^^)
Orlando Bloom shows much more talented acting than ever before, hat means that his character Will Turner has a bit more to do than just running around saving and caring about his Elizabeth!
Keira Knightley must have really enjoyed the filming this time, at least she's allowed to scream a lot at other people *laugh*
And how many good looking men in the movie had already been kissed by her? At the end of this part these are even more!
And not to forget: Keith Richards was in the movie as well!
And as everyone xpected, he played Jacks father!
He looks so cool, like Captain Hook and Sparrow combined in one person!
And you even see Jacks mother! *lmao*

And what else happens and what can we expect?
Will turns out to become areal pirate! *gg* At least, he even wears a cute little golden earring! *lol*
Yeah, a really bad egg, right?^^

The characters are all changing from the good to the bad side and back, so you sometimes don't really know who's trying to cheat on whom!
And not to forget the final battle!
After some minutes you really have to ask yourself who's all fighting there and wh wants to beat whom....it's sometimes really kinda confusing!

Vut the light at the end of the tunnel is always Johnny's facial expression! Never seen a better pirate before!
Even though the comedy changes this time nearly into slapstick sometimes... but hey, it's Disney!

And there were some really shocking moments!
A lot of people die, people I'd never thought of that they would and I really have to admit: I don't want them to be dead! (bring me back my *%#@...!!! Okay, sorry, I don't tell you...!)

And the ending... well, of couse every person ahs it's own "Happy End" in this movie...
Jacks "ending" (No, he doesn't die!) was so clear, I didn't expected anything else! (and I'm still laughing! XD) but Will and Elizabeth...
Well, I think Elizabeth is happy more or less (if you watch the whole credits and see the additonal scene you'll understand what I mean...) but I have to admit that I'm not really happy about what happens to Will and what we can see in the additional scene!
But I think I will write about that later and start to discuss it, after more people have seen the movie!
But I still have to say: I don't want to accept Will's fate in this part of the movie-saga!

Well, after all:
It was a great movie that explains everything about Davey Jones, his love, his heart and so on!

And: Pirates, ye be warned!
Be ready for part 4!
Already in work progress!

Drink up me 'earties, Yo Ho!

Pirates of the Caribbean rulez!

2007-05-22T14:52:00.000+01:00

Mood: excited
Drinking:
Eating: had a sandwich
Listening to: Pirates of the Caribbean OST
Weather: clowdy but warm

Yeah, tomorrow is the day!
The new Pirates of the Caribbean movie is released!
And guess what?
A friend of mine really manged to get some tickets for the triple feature!
That means I'm watching The curse of the Black Pearl, Dead Man's Chest and At Worlds end at the cinema!
I'm so looking forward to it! Does it sound childish that I even want to go there in a pirate outfit?
I mean, last time, when we saw the double feature there were some costumed as Jack Sparrow! That looked really cool and I have some fitting cloth here that I could put on.
Maybe I just try how it looks like and decide if I put them on or not!
I mean, a friend of mine always wears stuff like that, cause she's such a big Jack Sparrow-fan! ^^
And it really suits her!

Anyway, I looked up DeviantART for some PotC-pictures and guess what?
I found hundreds of them!
Especially some really slashy ones! XD
Never thought of PotC becoming a slash-movie, but after I spend some time thinking about it I have to admit that it's actually quite clear!
I mean, hello?? So many good looking men in one movie? That isn't normal!
And, well... I think pirates spend a lot of time on the sea with no women around them...well...*cough* that might lead to something, right? xD
But it's quite interesting what ind of couples some fans create!
Okay, Jack and Will, that's quite obvious (and I still think it's my favorite paring!), but please, who wants to see Ragetti and Pintel??? Please, no!!!!
Another pairing I first thought that was quite disgusting was Jack and James.
Don't remember James? I bet you do, he is the ice cream-looking Norrington!
Yeah, sounds weird, hm? The fans call that pairing "Sparrington"! XD
But after I've seen a lot of pictures I had to admit that it fits somehow...
And one artist even gave a "proof" for her picture:
Norringon says in the second movie: "Sparrow and I left our marks on our bodys" or something like that! ooookay, well you CAN think about that whatever you want! *laughs*
Well, I think I really turned into a Sparrinton_shipper, especially when I'm thinking about Norringtons look in Dead man's chest! harrr...oh, ehm, yeah....
And after all, I'm a helpless slash-shipper, I'm sorry! ^^
Just hope that I don't have to giggle too often tomorrow, when I see Jack and Will, or Jack and Norrington, or Jack and... well, I think that's quite enough!
To get more of these impressions, please check out my dA-Page and my favorites there! ;-)

To be not the only one who's that much adiccded at the moment, here are the trailers of all the movies for you again!
Please enjoy!

And tell me when you've seen the movie and what you think about it!

Pirates of the Caribbean - The curse of the Black Pearl

Pireates of the Caribbean - Dead men's chest

Pirates of the Caribbean - At world's end

New Jesse Spencer Film!

2007-05-19T15:15:00.000+01:00

Mood: cheerful
Listening to: nothing at the moment
Drinking: nothing
Eating: smoked a cigarette some minutes ago, that's all
Weather: sunny

Seems like Jesse Spencer (my favorite actor, for those, who didn't know it already! ;-)) made a new film!
Though I didn't find anything about it on imdb, there are several trailers on YouTube I wanted to show you!
Well, want to know when it realeses in America and if it comes to Germany!
I mean, I'm still waiting for Flourish to be published here on DVD, but I think I have to buy the UK-version again, cause the movie wasn't even shown on cinema in Germany.
Well maybe "The Script" will be realesed here, I hope, cause it looks kinda interesting to me.

The movie takes place in Los Angeles in 3002 (!) and Jesse plays a police officer or something like that!
Altough it doesn't sound like the movies I normally watch I think the trailer leaves the impression of a very good action movie!
Let's wait and see!

I mean, Jesse looks really good in the movie (what else *laughs*) and he still has his long hair, but please, where is his accent gone?
I mean, I love watching House MD to hear Jesse as Dr Robert Chase talking with his australian accent, but this now sounds kinda weird! (Okay, after his "I-try-to-be-an-english-man" in "Winning London" nothing sounds as strange as that, but please...) He is an Australian and I always thought he was proud to be!
But well, no one knows what the filmmakers wanted to have, so at least, if it helps him to earn his money! ;-)

The Script Trailer

The Script Exclusive Video Part 1

The Script Exclusive Video Part 2

Hope you'll enjoy it! And feel free to leave your comments and opinions!

Beeing creative...more or less! ;-)

2007-03-04T01:40:00.000+01:00

Mood: creative
Listening to: FALCO - Jeanny Part 2 (Coming Home)
Eating: nothing
Drinking: nothing, the coke is empty

I was in a creative mood some days ago and so I decided to make the two pictures you can see down here.
It shows my own eye and the other one is from Johann Hölzel, better known as Falco.
Please don't ask me why I wanted to do this, I think it's something personal, it just felt "right", if you understand what I want to say.
A friend of mine even said that the eyes look very similar! *laughing*
Well, don't know... but the one thing I know is that a lot of people tell me that I would have beautiful eyes, but that I'm often so sad-looking, and that's what many people say about "Hansi" as well...
Maybe that's the point?
By the way: the eye is taken from a screenshot I made from the Jeanny-Clip.
I just put the two pictures together via Paint and then added the font and the border with Photo Express.
The second picture shows the newest version of my work, with another text (I think this one fits better) and I changed the color of both eyes so that the skin looks a bit more similar.
That means that I changed my picture into a bit greener shade and Falcos one into a red one. (all done with Photo Express)
So, enjoy my "art work" and please, don't laugh at me! ;-)

Karneval 2007

2007-03-03T22:00:00.000+01:00

Mood: bored
Listening to: Falco - Vienna Calling
Weather: rainy, rainy, rainy...
eating: already had lunch
drinking: coke (what else?)

Yeah, I know, Karneval is already over for a couple of weeks, but I noticed that i didn't add any photos yet, so I just wanted to do that now.

It was really funny, as nearly every year and I had my first blackout caused by too many alcohol on sunday! Yeah, I remeber drinking abottle of champagne and a LOT of Feigling and ZackZack... well and then tehre was a point when I remember that I was at Christa's place in the bar and the next thing I remeber is laying on her sofa... but hey, I didn't even had a headache when I woke up on monday!
Hehe!

Cause I did nearly nothing new compared to the last few years, I just show some pictures to let you know what I did and to prove that it really was funny! *g*

The first pictures show the costume I wore at school on thursday, Altweiber.
Though I told my classmates that it should be some kind of mafiosi or something like that, it was my personal Tribute to the austrian singer Falco, who died on February the 6th 1998, and who would have had his 50ths birthday on February the 19th this year, if he hadn't had this fatal car crash nine years ago.
I still love his music, it's sometimes even represents exactly what I feel (especially his posthuman outcoming song "Out of the Dark")
Well, here are the pictures:

"Out of the Dark! Hörst du die Stimme die dir sagt:"

"Into the light!""I give up and close my eyes"My favorite "Falco"-Oufit, it's like the one he wore in the "Vienna Calling"-ClipThis picture is the one I use as profile-pic on many Internet-communitys nowJeanny Part 1:
"Quit living on dreams, live is not what it seems..."Jeanny Part 2 (Coming Home):
"Coming Home, I'm coming home! I would give anything just to see you again"

Jeanny Part 3 (Where are you now):
"Tell me, where are you now???"

Later this evening it was time to go to Sebi to prepare for the Pub. Like every thursday it was Karaoke-Time!
And we had the idea to create very special costumes.
Caus we are all big fans of the TV-Drama "House MD" we went as House and the Ducklings!
It was really a lot of fun, and some people even recognized us! It was great!

Group-Picture! (from the left to the right) Chase (me), Foreman (liam, with a lot of make-up!), House (Sebi) and Cuddy (Steffi)

The second group-picture (and please ignore the cigarette in my hand, I know Chase doesn't smoke, but there was no pencil around to chew on it! ;-) )House, looking moody as always! (oh, you can't see his cane here, sorry!)Cuddy doens#T look too happy as well here! xDCuddy and House (discussing Clinic Duty, I suppose!)Singing Robert Palmers "Bad Case of loving you (Doctor Doctor)", what else? ^^"Doctor, Doctor, gimme the news, I've gotta...""...Bad case of loving you!""No pill gonna cure my ill, I've gotta bad case of loooooving you!"Cuddy tries to involve House in a case, I suppose, but he's ignoring her as always! *g*Yvy and me! (why I don't smile? I've no idea, sorry! >.<)Cuddy and Foreman (Sorry again for all the Make-up, Liam, but you look very good as a black guy! ;-))R'Jac were there as well.... and they looked very...well...interesting! XDRichard (or better Rikarda?) is posing!Yeah, Rock on!"Cuddy" and "Chase" trying to sing a couple of songs"Die ganze Welt dreht sich um mich, denn ich bin nur ein Egoist!""Der mensch der mir am nächsten ist bin ich, ich bin ein Egoist!""Wos isser denn, was kanner denn, wos glaubsten dasser ist?"
As you can see, we really had a lot of fun!

MySpace

2007-03-03T15:21:00.000+01:00

Well, if you haven't noticed yet, I'm on MySpace!
I have two sites tehre, so please check out both!

One is about me (who else? ;D), you can find it here:
http://www.myspace.com/elleth666

The other one is my personal Tribute to the Austrian singer FALCO, who died nine years ago in a car crash in the Dominican republic.
Even though you might not be a fan of him or his music, please take a look as well!
http://www.myspace.com/johannhoelzel

Thank you, and feel free to leave some comments or sending a message! ;-)

Keep on Rockin'!

2007-03-03T14:39:00.000+01:00

After my little depressing posts some weeks ago, now something for us good old Rock N Rollers!
If you like listening to some very good Rock music, you should check your local pubs for some gigs of the band "R'Jac"!
Since I heard them for the first time, I try not to miss a single gig of them, even if that means to drive to the Neatherlands! *laughs*

Well, though I can't upload any songs here, let me just say: If you like ACDC, The Clash, and all this stuff, it's perfect for you!
They rock!!!

If you want to know more about them, please check out their webpage: http://www.rjac.net !

And just to give you a little impression, here are some pictures of two of their last gigs:

9th of December at a pub in the Netherlands:

At the Pógs:

Out of the Dark...

2007-02-12T17:12:00.000+01:00

Mood: distressed
Listening to: Falco - Out of the Dark
Weather: cold and rainy
Drinking: Coke
Eating: Chinese Instant Food

Well, here I am again and write about my crappy life.
Actually, I shouldn't write in my blog, but learn for the exam I will have to pass tomorrow. But somehow I can't concentrate on the letters in front of me, just like yesterday evening, when I couldn't fall asleep, even though I was tired as hell.
School sucks so much at the moment, I can't describe it.
I have the feeling of beeing in a crowded room, full of people, but somehow I'm still alone. I want to cry, but no sound comes out of my mouth...
It's terrible.

And I have so many thoughts in my head...thoughts I can't describe and I have no one to talk about around here.
Do you know the feeling that you know a person? "Yeah, for sure!" That's what you might have said now, but it's not what I mean.
I mean that you think you know a person you've never actually seen before, only on some pictures, maybe in a film, maybe when he or she was crossing your way in town, a totally stranger to you. Someone you've never met or talked to.
A person that maybe might be far away from you, maybe someone who's already dead or even lived in an completely different time, who knows?
But you just see his or her eyes on a photo and you have the feeling to know this person., to recognize his face, to remeber the look in his eyes somehow, you think you've heard the sound of his voice so many times before....
But you can't tell why.
Like I said, it's hard to explain and think that I'll never find the right words to do.
Sometimes it's even the feeling of missing this person, but I know that I'll never meet him, because it's not possible anymore.

Well, before this is all getting too weird, I should better stop now.
But somehow I want to talk about this, but I don't know who to tell or even what to say.
It's a terrible feeling that hurts deep inside me and sometimes I just have the feeling to cry this all out, to cry one tear after another, the whole night long.
Just now I feel the tears growing in my eyes and I don't even know why it's happening.
And this feeling of loneliness kills me somehow.
It changes between beeing totally numb and feeling all the pain that came to me during the last few months and years.
I'm just waiting for what the future will bring, what else can i do? It can only get better, I suppose.
But still, after all, I know that at least one feeling won't go away, whatever I'll do...

I don't know how to explain the following sentences, and maybe it doesn't even make sence that I write this down here, cause the person who's supposed to read this will never do that, I know that for sure.
But I just want to write this down, maybe it's possible somehow...I don't know...
I just want to say: I miss you and I fell that I knew you once, even if I don't know why, please believe me!

And to my readers (if I have any):
Sorry for writing this confusing and depressing stuff. I'm really sorry. I hope my upcoming posts will be a bit happier again (lately in June, when I finally passed my final exams and I have a lot more time, I promise!)
But thank you for reading till the end!

I luv ye all!
Yours,
Becky

Countdown

2007-02-07T20:21:00.000+01:00

Mood: lazy
Listening to: Falco - Egoist
Weather: cold

Hey, I found a little time today, so i decided to write in my Blog.

Well, what could I tell you?
I'm waiting.
Waiting?
Yeah!
But for what?
Many different things!

Waiting for friday:
Two of my best friends will visit me and stay till saturday.
I'm really looking forward to it, cause I don't see them that often, cuase they live in Overath, near Cologne and it's always a little adventure (and a lot of money for me) to go there.
Well, I think there's a lot to tell.

Still waiting for friday:
May favorite "Pub-Band" R'Jac is playing at the Pógs on friday night, the entry is only three Euros and you'll get four hours full of good rock music, lot of fun and really nice people! (Cecilia and Richard are really great, they rock da pub! ;-))

Waiting for Saturday:
Liam has his big apearence on stage in Pont with his Karnevals-group and I really want to see him singing "The Rocky Horror Picture Show!" xD

Waiting for February the 12th:
The birthday of one of my favorite actors, Jesse Spencer. He's 28 then, wow, and he didn't loose a single hair until now! xD (Oh sorry, I'm getting mean! *hehe*)

Waiting for February 15th:
Altweiber! And Sebi, Steffi, Liam and I will go as House and the Ducklings!
Our costumes are finished by now and we'll have a lot of fun on thursday, singing "Bad Case of loving you (Doctor Doctor)" at Karaoke! (And I can drink, I don't have to drive, by the way! Cider!!!!!)

Waiting for February 19th:
Falco would become 50 this year if he would be still alive. But he isn't....it's really too bad about him.
Since I've seen the Falco-Show last Monday on Kabel 1, I'm listening to his music the whole time.
I always loved it, but sometimes you forget what you heard some years ago and it just needs a little push to remember you.

Waiting for June:
My final exams will be over!!! Yeah!!!!
My last exam will be on May 25th, and after that, I hope that I'll be free!
And I decided to stop smoking after my final exam, after all this stress has gone! (need another cigarette by the way! *laughs*) I hope, that I'll manage that all, I really need the money! *hehe*
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Well, that's so far!
Means only two days left till I will have at least a little fun! hehe!

See and love ya all!
yours,
Becky

X-mas and other catastrophes

2006-12-25T23:35:00.000+01:00

Mood: depressed
Listening to: Monrose - Even heaven cries
Eating: nothing, but I'm hungry
Drinking: nothing
Weather: cold and dark (It's late already)

Well, what a christmas...I wish it would already be over...
It started quite good, I have to admit.
I mean, I wasn't in a christmas mood after all, but maybe that was because of the weather?

I'm celebrating christmas with my family every year. Normaly, my grandparents visit us and we have a nice evening together.
But this year the first change was that my aunt and her new husband (since friday!) and my cousin would come, too.
Okay, no problem, I like my aunt, her husband and Jenny, their daughter. She is my only older cousin (22), so there's no problem about finding things to talk about.

I was a bit sad, because I already knew what my presents were, because I ordered them by myself on amazon (House MD - The first Season in German and The Medical Science of House MD, a book written by Andrew Holtz). WEll, that was, what I thought...

I wrote some christmas sms to good freinds of mine and I got some back from most of them. (one didn't answer...that was a thing that really disappointed me, beaucse I'd never thought that she wouldn't answer...well not a problem of mine... Anymore!)

But I got a strange feeling the whole evening... I didn't wanted to be there with my parents, with my family...
Sounds strange, I know, but I wanted to be with my best friends, Sheerie, Adeline and Tine.
I'd never thought that I could miss some people so much that I've only met a few times.
I wrote some messages with them, and I heard that they shared my feeling...
So that was one reason why I was so sad this evening... I missed the most important persons in my life...
that was definetly the major reason for my mood, but not the only one.

The giving out of christmas presents was fun, that's true! I bought the right presents for my parents and grandparents and I got a lot more than I expected! Beside a lot of money (yeeaas!!!) I got of course the DVDs and the Book, but I also got the Book "Jekyll and Hide" and "Angels and Demons" by Dan Brown, what I already read in german (It's called "Illuminati" here). Furthermore I got five blank-DVDs, new mats for my car (veeery funny) aaaaand for the best of all: a car radio! That wa sreally a spurise and I didn't know what to say! Now my only problem is how to assemble it into my car! *lol*

the evening went on, but with that feeling of beeing out of place the whole evening, I couldn't really enjoy it.
The final point when I just wanted to vanish somewhere was when they started talking about my grandaunt, which died last August.
After just a few minutes everybody was crying, yelling at each other and arguing because of too old storys that happened before I was even born...

I just wanted to be away from there, just wanted to be with my friends, in arms that hold me warm and tight, to feel safe again...
But nothing happened, exept for the fact that after twi hours(!) after starting that discussion, my grandparent left and the others calmed down a bit...

Well, really a great christmas party, we had... today was quite okay, I have to admit...but wait and see what happens tomorrow....
I hope your christmas was a lot better than mine...

New Haircut

2006-12-14T00:14:00.000+01:00

mood: horny (not really, but I love that icon!^^)
Listening to: nothing
drinking: Coke
eating: nothing
Weather: cold

I went to a hairdresser yesterday, because i needed a new haircut.
Actually I didn't really needed one, but I wanted to cut my hair, because there were still some were light highlights in it, that I wanted to get off.
Well, i won't say many words, here is the picture of my new haircut:

Karaoke in Meerbusch

2006-12-12T01:11:00.000+01:00

Mood: hyper
Listening to: Jesse Spencer - Sheets of Egyptian Cotton
Drinking: coke (as always)
Eating: nothing, I'm smoking! But I'm hungry!
Weather: dark and rainy...as always!

Here are some Karaoke-Pic of last frieday, taken in Meerbusch!
There were very less people, so we had a lot of time to sing, and I think we managed to do a lot!
Let me think about it!
Steffie and I sang The Shoop Shoop Songy by Cher (again), Ich lebe - Christina Stürmer, Fuck her gently - tenacious D,
Sebi and Liam sang 500 Miles and Lemon Tree by Fools Garden!
Liam and I sang Jesse - Joshua Kadison and Father and Son - Ronan Keating
Sebi and Steffie tried 1000 mal berührt...
All together we tried to sing I'll be there for you - The Rembrants and You're the one that I want - Grease

And Steffie and I finally tried something that was more than just crazy!
We tried to sing a song all alone for the first time!
She sang Don't let me get me (pink) and I Hallelujah (John cale/Rufus Wainwright/etc)...
And what can I say? We're still alive!^^

But enough of writing, here are the pics!

Steffie und Sebi
Steffie and Sebi"Turning, turning, turning around...""It's in his hair, ehm, kiss!""Su bist der Rausch...und ich will noch mehr ALKOHOL!!!""You don't always have to fuck her hard, in fact sometimes that's not right to do...!""I'll be there for you...!""...and you'll be there for me, too!""1000 mal berührt...!" Ja danke, das wollten wir nicht wissen! >.< "Touched a thousand times...!" Thank you, things we didn't want to know! >.<
"What???""Met a boy, cute as can be...!""Sommer loving happens so faaaaaaaaaaaast...!""Was willst du? Stör mich nicht!"
"What do you want? Don't disturb me!"Der graphische Beweis: ich stand allein auf der Bühne... (die Audioaufnahme wird hoffentlich bald auch folgen!)
Here is the proof as a Picture: I was standing there alone on the stage... (i hope the Audiorecord will follow soon!)
Das war der Punkt an dem ich gedacht habe, meine Beine tragen mich nicht mehr!
That was the moment when I thought that my knees won't go on carrying me...

Ich werde jedenfalls jetzt noch kräftig üben um meinen Gesang zu verbessern, der Applaus am Freitag hat mir gezeigt, dass ich doch nicht so übel bin!
Und wer weiß, vielleicht traue ich mich ja auch mal im Pub ganz alleine zu singen...?

I think I'll go on and train my siniging from now on to make it a lot better, the applause on that frieday showed that I can't be that bad! And who knows, maybe I even try to sing all alone in the Pub, once...?

5Th anniversay

2006-12-10T22:17:00.000+01:00

Mood: amused
Listening to: John Cale - hallelujah
Weather: still don't know
Drinking: tea
Eating: nothing, but smoking a cigarette

Zuerst ein Paar Bilder von der Ausstattung! *g* First some Pictures from Inside the Pub:

Im Pub fühlen sich auch Borussen-fans zuhause:
Here do Borussia-Fans feel like home, too:
Wer zur Hölle bestellt sowas in einem Irish Pub???
Who da hell orders such stuff in an Irish Pub???
Rauchen ist immer noch erlaubt!^^
Smoking is still possible in here!^^Das Logo zum geburtstag:
The logo for the anniversary:Do you like Guinness? (nee, ich nicht...)
Do you like Guinness? (no, I don't do...)What time is it?

Gruppenbilder!
Group pictures

Steffie und ich!
Steffie and me!Liam und Steffie
Liam and SteffieSebi und ich
Sebi and meSebi und Steffie^^
Sebi and Steffie!^^
Ich und Vroni
Me and Vroni
Nochmal Sebi und ich! *g*
Sebi and me, again! *g*

Portraits!
Portraits!

Sebi in Denkerpose!^^
Sebi is thinking!^^
Nochmal Ich! (ich seh blass aus, oder?)
me again! (I look pale, don't I?)

Die Besetzung!
The Staff!

Kenny
Vincent
Tom
MandyVroni
Thomas
Gruppenbild mit Kenny, Vince und Tom
Group Picture of Kenny, Vince and Tom
Vroni ist am Grinsen *g*
Vroni giggling! *g* Kenny macht wieder nur Schwachsinn!^^
Kenny is doing crap as always! ^^Hab ich's nicht gesagt?
What did I say?
Vince posiert auch mal für die Kamera
Vince is posing for the camera, tooKein kommentar!
No comment!

Wie man sehen kann, war es ein wirklich lustiger Abend den wir sehr genossen haben!^^
As you can see, it was a very funny evening and we really enjoyed it!^^

Pictures of the last two Thursdays

2006-12-10T21:23:00.000+01:00

Mood: cheerful
Listening to: Rick Springfield - Jesse's Girl
Weather: don't really know...it's dark anyway
Eating: Joghurt
Drinking: Tea

Hier sind die Bilder, zuerst die vom 30. November, Karaoke im Pógs, wie immer:
Here are the pictures, first of November the 30th, Karaoke at the Pógs, as always:

Steffie und ich...was haben wir nochmal gesungen? Keine Ahnung...aber bitte besonderes Augenmerk auf meine Krawatte, die ist cool, ja?^^

Steffie and me...what were we singing? No idea...but please notice my tie, that's pretty cool!^^

Ich singe mit Eugen (links) und Wilson "Wonderwall"!
Singing "Wonderwall with Eugen (left) and Wilson!

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Und jetzt die BIlder von letztem Donnerstag:
And now the pictures of last thursday:

Steffie und ich singen "daylight in your eyes" udn versuchen einen kleinen Tanz *g*

Steffie and I singing "Daylight in your eyes" and we tried a little dance! *g*Fans hatten wir auch! ^^
We had some Fans, too ^^Wir haben uns dann gerächt, als Sebi und Liam "500 Miles" gesungen haben! *hehe*
Our revenge was when Liam and Sebi sang "500 miles"! *hehe*

Ein kleines Tänzchen mit Luke!^^
Having a little dance with Luke!^^
Wir singen mit Wilson, Liam und Sebi "You're the one that i want" aus Grease! hier mal unsere schmucken Kerle! *g*
We are singing "You're the one that I want" from Grease with Wilson, Liam and Sebi! First our cute guys! *g*Und alle zusammen, von links nach rechts: Steffie, ich, Wilson, Liam (ws macht er da??) und Sebi
And here we are all together, from left to right: Steffie, myself, Wilson, Liam (What the heck is he doing there??) and Sebi

deviantART Wishlist

2006-12-04T18:23:00.000+01:00

Mood:melancholy
Listening to: Tanita Tikaram - Valentine Heart
Drinking: coke
Eating: nothin'
weather: still cold and wet

Diese Liste habe ich bei deviantART gefunden und möchte sie hier auf dem Blog einfach auch mal veröffentlichen, weil ich die Idee so süß finde!
Man kann das ja vielleicht auch auf die Blogs übertragen, dann ersetzt man einfach "friendslist" durch linkliste oder so!^^

Hier jedenfalls mein Post dazu:

Seen that on the journals of House and Wilson, so I wanted to do one, too!^^

Step 1.

Make a post in your dA journal. The post should contain your list of 10 holiday wishes. The wishes can be anything at all, from simple and fandom-related ("I'd love a Snape/Hermione icon that's just for me") to medium ("I wish for _____ on DVD") to really big ("All I want for Christmas is a new car/computer/house/TV.") The important thing is, make sure these wishes are things you really, truly want.

If you wish for real-life things (not fics or icons), make sure you include some sort of contact info in your post, whether it's your address or just your email address where Santa (or one of his elves) could get in touch with you.

Step 2.

Surf around your friends list (or friends friends, or just random journals) to see who has posted their list. And now here's the important part:

If you see a wish you can grant, and it's in your heart to do so, make someone's wish come true. Sometimes someone's trash is another's treasure, and if you have a leather jacket you don't want or a gift certificate you won't use--or even know where you could get someone's dream purebred Basset Hound for free--do it.

You needn't spend money on these wishes unless you want to. The point isn't to put people out, it's to provide everyone a chance to be someone else's holiday elf--to spread the joy. Gifts can be made anonymously or not--it's your call.

There are no rules with this project, no guarantees, and no strings attached. Just...wish, and it might come true. Give, and you might receive. And you'll have the joy of knowing you made someone's holiday special.

Step 3.

The List:

1) to pass all my exams next year in may (yeah, I know, taht's a thing a just can do on my own, but that maybe helps me doing it?)

2) to meet some people we were told to meet (you don't have to understand this, some people will, and that's enough)

3) to move to California in september

4) My biggest wish to become to (refers to number 2...)

5) to learn how to sing better - I really love singing, but I can't do it very well

6) More readers for our blogs (and I should write some more on my own one, I know...)

7) a new labcoat (don't ask!^^)

8) Not to loose my best friend (I think that's what happening at the moment)

9) a doll of my down-under-hair-wonder-boy Chase! (Have seen the House-doll had made and it's just great!^^ Or one like did, that was just cute! *g*)

10) to get a witchboard with some triquetras on it (tried it some time ago and I have to say: it really works!!)

My E-Mail: AllisonCameron@gmx.de

Spending my weekend with very good friends

2006-12-04T16:08:00.000+01:00

Mood: cold
Listening to: Tori Amos - Silent all these Years
Eating: sweets
Drinking: coke
Weather: wet and cold

Samstag hab ich erst mal verschlafen! war ja klar, musste noch mein Zimmer komplett aufräumen, staubsaugen, staubwischen, duschen....denn es hatte sich Besuch angekündigt!^^
Sherrie und Adeline sollten aus Overath zu mir kommen und wollten um vier uhr dort losfahren!
Wann bin ich wach geworden? Kurz nach zwei!
Also erst mal Panik!

Ich mich unter die Dusche gemissen, dann aufgeräumt, etc.
Tja, kurz danach standen die beiden auch schon vor der Tür!
Meine Güte, was hab ich mich gefreut!
Wollte die beiden gar nicht mehr loslassen!

Zunächst wurde sich dann mal zusammengesetzt und die letzten Ereignisse berichtet und über die Blogs der House MD-Crew geplaudert.
Anschließend sind wir nochmal schnell nach Marktkauf gefahren, um ein bisschen Alkohol einzukaufen, Guinness, Cab Lemon, etc.
Dabei haben sich die beiden auch einen Wunsch erfüllt: Sie haben sich je eine rote Tasse gekauft! (Die, die auch bei mir im Regal steht! *g*) Wer damit nichts anfangen kann: Schaut euch endlich mal Dr House an! *lol*

Wieder zuhause haben wir dann erst mal mit Prosecco angestossen und uns auf den Abend eingestimmt.
Nach einer kurzen Session am PC (deviantArt, die Blogs, etc) bestellten wir Pizza und machten es uns auf meinem Bett gemütlich.

Als ich nochmal schnell ein wenig Nachschub an Alkohol holen wollte, schlug meine Mutter vor, wir sollten uns doch auf einen Baileys zu meinen Eltern und Arno und Christa gesellen.
Gesagt getan.

War auch recht lustig, zumal Christa auch gerne Dr House sieht und somit ein wenig mitreden konnte (meine Eltern fühlten sich etwas aussen vor *g*)

Irgendwann kam cih von der Toilette zurück und war überrascht, dass sich in der mInute in der ich nicht da gewesen war, das Gespräch auf ein Thema gelenkt hatte, mit dem ich nicht wirklich gerechnet hätte: Hexerei!
Meine Mutter hatte wohl damit angefangen, weil sie wusste, woher ich Sheerie und Adeline kannte (dabei hab ich das eigentlich nie erwähnt...aber ich muss sage, ich war positiv von meiner Mutter überrascht,s ie war sehr interessiert und aufgeschlossen dafür, im gegensatz zu Christa) und die beiden wurden erst mal kräftig interviewt.

Als wir uns endlich verziehen konnten (wieviele Stunden hatten wir unten gesessen? Ich weiß es schon nicht mehr...) war ich doch etwas entnervt, weil Christa sich meiner Meinung nach etwas...nennen wir es vorsichtig...uneinsichtig verhalten hat.

Bevor ich weiterschreibe eine Frage an meine Leser (habe ich eigentlich welche?): Habt ihr jemals ein Witchboard ausprobiert?
Ich war zuerst auch sehr skeptisch, habe es dann aber vor ein paar Wochen doch einmal probiert und muss sagen: Es funktioniert!
Ich war überrascht was dabei herausgekommen ist, aber es erklährt wirklich einiges!

Was genau ich alles beim Witchboarden (ich erfinde neue Wörter! *g*) erfahren habe, werde ich später noch berichten, das verdient einen eigenen Post (auch wenn cih nicht alles berichten werde, das würde doch zu persönlich werden!)!

Jedenfalls hat es auch diesmal wiede rgeklappt und so gegen viertel nach vier haben wir dann mehr oder weniger freiwillig beschlossen schlafen zu gehen *g*

Sonntag sind wir so gegen 12 aufgestanden, haben uns geduscht und gefrühstückt.
Wärend des "Frühstücks" (okay, es war mittlerweile fast drei) klingelte dann aufeinmal das telefon.
Adelines Freund, der wissen wollte, wo sie denn bleiben würden, er und Sheeries Mann würden sich Sorgen machen!
Ooookayyyy.....um drei Uhr schon? Und woher hatte er meine Festnetznummer? Und Sheerie's Mann die von meinem Handy???

Wir haben noch gemütlich aufgegessen und geraucht (in Adelines und meinem Falle *hehe*) und uns dann nochmal vor den PC gesetzt, um nocheinmal deviantART und die Blogs zu checken, bevor sich die Mädels dann doch mal aufgemacht haben..*schnüff*

Zum Glück sehen wir uns in zwei Wochen schon wieder, ich vermisse sie jetzt schon soooo sehr....
Es war wirklich ein schönes Wochenende, dass ich ganz schnell wiederholt haben möchte!

Turning bad into good

2006-12-03T22:59:00.000+01:00

Mood: disappointed
Listening to: Tori Amos - Silent all these years
Eating: crisps
Drinking: water

Freitag war definitiv nicht mein Tag!
Er begann mies und wurde auch bis Mitternacht definitiv nicht besser! (nein, ich mag das Woprt definitiv nicht! *lol*)

Morgens beim Frühstück lief doch tatsächlich als letztes Lied bevor cih gehen musste "Phantom Planet - California"! Sollte ich das mal wieder als Zeichen sehen? Oder WIll ich einfach nur überall Zeichen sehen, das ist die Frage! (Aber ich stehe damit zum Glück nicht alleine da!)

Naja, auf die Schule freue ich mich ja in letzter zeit sowieso nicht sonderlich, aber ich dachte mir: Hey, Englisch ist easy!
Von wegen! Wir haben unsere Grammatik-Klausur wiederbekommen! und? Eine 3+!!! Hallo???
Ich glaub, ich dreh durch! ich will meine 1 auf dem Zeugnis haben, sonst brauch ich mich auch gar nicht erst in Amerika zu bewerben! *grrrr*
Danach wars erst mal vorbei!
Dann hattenw ir noch vier Stunden Fachpraxis und klein Becky kam auf die Idee, dass sie doch gerne die Augenbrauen und Wimpern gefärbt haben möchte!

Ja, soweit so gut, blöd nur, wenn dir dabei dann Farbe ins Auge kommt und das bis Abends brennt wie Hölle...Irina konnte da wirklich nichts für, sowas passiert halt mal, aber das tat weh! *grrr* der nächste Tiefpunkt!

Dann kam ich endlich nach hause, wollte eigentlich noch Sport machen und was bloggen...und mich nur mal KURZ aufs Bett setzen!
Aufgewacht bin ich um kurz nach sechs und hatte die Panik in den Augen stehen!
Ich wollte eigentlich um sieben bei Sebi sein, damit wir um halb acht im Pub sein konnten, schließlich sollten wir dort Fotos machen!
Ich also erstmal unter die Dusche gesprungen, hab mich in Windeseile umgezogen, geschminkt und wollte dann meine Kamera an den PC anschließen, um die Bilder die noch drauf waren auf die Festplatte zu ziehen...tja, Batterien leer! Und anscheinend waren alle Akkus die ich hier so rumfliegen hatte entweder für meine DigiCam ungeeignet oder leer! Suuuper!
Also habe ich mir die Kamera meiner Eltern geschnappt (juchu, 1 Gig Speicher) und wollte noch schnell einen Blick ins Internet werfen... da spinnt unsere T-Online-Software und wir bekommen keine Verbindung!
Damit war der Tag soweit gelaufen... Miese Laune, totmüde, geschminkt wie ne Leiche (weil keine Zeit), ungemachte Haare...um halb acht saß ich im Auto auf dem weg zu sebi...

Sebis Akkus funktionierten leider auch nicht in meiner Kamera, also musste ich doch die von meinen Eltern nehmen.
Nach einem Abstecher zur Tanke (Mein Tank war mal wieder fast leer!) und zur Bank kamen wir dann eine halbe Stunde zu spät im Pub an!
Dort war auch erst mal nicht viel los, allerdings probten Jam, die Band bereits kräftig! Und ich muss sagen: das klang nicht übel!
Sebi und cih machten auch kräftig Fotos und der Abend wurde später auch noch recht lustig, denn die Band hatte es wirklich drauf!
Auch Kennys Posing-Aktionen, um auf möglichst vielen Fotos drauf zu sein, waren einfach herrlich mitanzusehen!^^

Ich alleine habe so um die 118 Bilder gemacht, wieviele noch von Sebi dazu kommen weiß ich allerdings nicht!
Werde die Bilder hier auch veröffentlichen (allerdings nicht alle!!!), wird nur wohl noch was dauern bis ich auch die von Sebi bekomme!

Zu Hause war ich dann so gegen zwei, drei Uhr, denn wir waren alle doch schon recht müde.
Da folgte ich dann mal Steffies Tipp, nochmal nach dem richtigen Logo des PPTH zu suchen, um meine House-ID-Karten neu zu gestalten und saß nochmal eine Stunde zusätzlich daran, bis die ID-Cards wirklich perfekt waren! (Zu bewundern auf meiner deviantART-Seite unter http://allisoncameron.deviantart.com/ )
Letztendlich saß ich dann wieder bis sechs Uhr vor dem PC und ich dachte mir nur: Gott, Sheerie und Adeline kommen morgen und dein Zimmer sieht aus wie Sau, wie willst du das schaffen...???

Last Thursday, November 30th

2006-12-03T19:42:00.000+01:00

Mood: numb
Listening to: Vertical Horizon - Goodbye again
Eating: ate some cold meat when I came home that evening

Wieder ein Donnerstag vergangen!
Es war recht lustig, Stefie und ich hatten recht früh beschlossen, dass wir den Shoop Shoop Song von Cher singen (der Kommentar von Steffie war nur: "Und du singst nicht 'It's in his hair!' )
Zur Erklärung empfehle ich einfach nur mal dieses Video hier:

Jedenfalls muss ich auch sagen, dass das wirklich gut geklappt hat, oh wunder! (soll heißen: die Leute haben auch noch geklatscht, als wir von der Bühne runter gegangen sind *g*)

Später habe ich mich dann noch mit einem Mädel unterhalten (oder eher junge Frau, man will ja nicht unhöflich sein!) über gewisse vergangene sachen (thomas) und aktuelle Themen (Vince).
Bisher hatten wir uns nur ein paar mal gesehen, aber nie wirklich geredet, aber ich muss sagen, dass ich es sehr erfrischend fand!
Sie konnte ja nicht wirklich glauben, dass ich mit Thomas damals glücklich war, aber ich muss wirklich sagen: ich war es! (naja, eben für vier Wochen)
Als dann der Satz fihel: "Ach, du bist ja die Affäre von vince!" hab ich sie erst mal ganz schön blöd angeguckt! Bitte was?? Interessant!
Es gingen wohl schon einige Gerüchte um im Pub, vor allem nach dem Tanz am Sonntag! Gut zu wissen, komisch nur, dass der naheste Kontakt den wir hatten wirklichdieser Tanz und eben die Bussies auf die wangen bei den Verabschiedungen waren! *lol*
Habe das dann auch direkt mal klargestellt und sie meinte daraufhin: "Naja, das gleiche geht ja auch über diese blonde Rebecca rum! Fand das auch sehr lustig, habe von eurem Tanz ein Foto gemacht und als er sich später an die Theke gesetzt hat, hat er eine SMS geschreiben, darin stand 'I really miss you'. Hab dann mal unaufällig geguckt an wen er die geschickt hat und im telefonbuch hat er dann nach 'Rebecca Blond' gesucht, fand ich schon witzig!"
Oha! Gut zu wissen!
Okay, das war der Moment, in dem Vince für mich definitiv gestorben war! Auf sowas hab ich ja echt keinen Bock! No Chance, no way!

Habe mich dafür den ganzen Abend auch recht gut mit Wilson (eigentlich heißt er Christian, aber wir haben ihn irgendwann einfach umgetauft! *g*) unterhalten.

Dafür hatten Steffie und Sebi wohl nicht so einen guten Abend erwischt, denn aufeinmal stürmte Sebi nur zu mir und meinte: "Ich gehe jetzt!"
Kurz danach kam Liam zu mir und fragte: "Weißt du was los ist, Sebi si weg und Steffie sitzt da und ist am heulen!"
Ich bin direkt zu Steffie gelaufen und sie schluchzte nur irgendwas von wegen sie hätte wegen nem schönen Lied geweint, aber nicht weil sie traurig war, sondern weil das Lied so schön war!
Daraufhin hätte Sebi sie angemacht was sie denn für eine Heulsuse sei und das ganze wäre dann ausgeartet.
Sie ist dann auch noch raus zu ihm und ich hinterher.
Iregdnwie haben sich die beiden dann so unglücklich verhalten, dass Sebi irgendwann auf den Boden gestürzt ist und sich an der Hand verletzt hat. Daraufhin war der Streit erst mal vergessen.
ich bin irgendwann wieder reingegangen, weil es mir im T-Shirt dann doch zu kalt war.
Steffie kam dann irgendwann nach und war wieder am heulen. Sie habe Sebi gesagt es sei vorbei... Klasse! Soviel zu nem schönen Abend im Pub.
Letztendlich rannte sie wieder raus und sagte: "Ich rufe ihn jetzt an!"
Kurz darauf kam sie freudestrahlend wieder und sagte: "Ratet mal was grade passiert ist! In dem Moment als ich ihn anrufen wollte hat mein Handy geklingelt und er sagte nur: 'ich kann dich nicht so stehen lassen, dazu liebe ichd ich zu sehr'! Ich gehe ihn eben nach Hause fahren!"
Liam und ich haben uns nur ein paar vielsagende Blicke zugeworfen...

Naja, den rest des Abends hab ich dann mit Wilson verbracht und ich habe mit ihm und Eugen noch Wonderwall von Oasis gesungen! Klang glaub ich auch nicht so schlecht!

So gegen zwei war ich dann zu hause (müüüüüüde!!!)
Die Bilder werden noch folgen, sobald Werner sie auf seiner Seite hochgeladen hat!

Karaoke-Pics November 23rd

2006-12-03T19:29:00.000+01:00

Steffie und ich
Steffie and me
Steffie und ich singen! (ich glaube, es war Papa don't preach...)
Steffie and I singing! (I think it was Papa don't preach...)Später haben wir uns dann noch an "Behind Blue Eyes" versucht...
Later we tried it with "Behind Blue Eyes"...Wasauchimmer Sebi da macht, Steffie und ich haben jedenfalls unseren Spaß!^^
Whatever Sebi is doing there, Steffie and I are having fun!^^Ne kleine Unterhaltung mit Christian (Von uns nur noch Wilson genannt *g*) und Eugen!
Had a little conversation with Christian (called Wilson by us) and Eugen!

House tests

2006-12-03T18:43:00.000+01:00

Habe hier noch einige Tests von House gefunden, die ich doch glatt mal ausprobieren musste!
Finde die Ergebnisse sher lustig, weil sie doch so unterschiedlich ausfallen!^^

Also found some test of House which I wanted to do! Was funny, because the results are so different!^^

Number 1:

Which House Character Are You?

You are Dr. Allison Cameron. People may think you're too pretty to take you seriously, but behind it all you have a mind like a steel trap. You know what you want and you go after it, no matter what. And it looks like what you want is a juicy House sandwich. The good news is you're smarter than people think you are.
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Number 2:

What House M.D. Character Are You?
Dr. Allison Cameron Your sweet, kind.. and wish you had Dr. House. You are also smart, but people dont really care about your smarts, YOUR BEAUTIFUL!
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Number 3, funny result, I think:

Dr. Robert Chase

55% Eccentricity, 40% Confidence, 35% Kindness

Congratulations, you're Dr. Robert Chase! You're quite the complicated person. While you may seem like a perfectly normal extremely attractive person, there is far more to you than meets the eye. It's quite likely that you've had some unusual experiences in your life, whether it be something along the lines of a stint in seminary school or something along the lines of S&M parties. You are rather insecure, and will often do things you don't want to do to win the good favors of others. While you may seem nice enough, getting ahead and doing what's best for yourself is usually more important to you than much else in life.

My test tracked 3 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender:

You scored higher than 99% on Eccentricity
You scored higher than 99% on Confidence
You scored higher than 99% on Kindness

Link: The House, MD Personality Test written by freedomdegrees on OkCupid Free Online Dating, home of the The Dating Persona Test

Number 4, that was a very suprising result, I have to admit...:

Which House M.D. Character Are You?

You are Dr. Eric Foreman!Youre not arrogant, youre just stubborn. You stick by your convictions and you dont let anyone tell you otherwise, not even House. You want to help as many people as you can, without treading on too many toes, and without compromising your values.
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Und hier ist ein Quiz bei dem man herausfinden kann, welches House-Pairing man ist!
Leider funktioniert die Ergebnis-Seite nicht, aber man bekommt den Link zu einem Bild, das zwar auch nicht funktionoert, aber anhand der Adresse kann man meistens erraten, welches Couple man sein sollte! Bei mir ist das aber irgnedwie etwas schwerer, vielleicht weiß hier jemand welches es sein soll?

And here you'll find a quiz where you can see what House-Couple you are!
Unfortunetly the result-page doesn't work so well, you get an adress of a picture that doesn't work, but in most cases you can guess what couple it would be!
But my result is a bit unsure, what does that mean, can you guess?

http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v74/t3hlorax/cdf.png

By the way, the adress of the quiz is:
http://quizilla.com/users/theveganiv/quizzes/Which%20House,%20M.D%20pairing%20are%20you%3F

Tests

2006-12-03T18:11:00.000+01:00

Mood: giggly
Listening to: The Killers - Bones
Weaher: dark, stormy, rainy....-.-
Eating: nothin' but smoking a cigarette
drinking: nothin'

Habe zwei lustige Test auf den Blogs von house und Wilson gefunden. Ich wollte sie hier unbedingt posten, bevor ich schreibe, was noch Donnerstag und am Wochenende passiert ist! *g*

Found some funny tests on the blogs of House and Wilson!
So before I keep on writing what happened thursday and on the weekend, I want to post them! *g*

You Are 46% Stereotypically Gay

You definitely have some stereotypically gay traits. You might set off a person's gaydar now and then. If you are not actually gay, you could be mistaken for gay from time to time. Not that there's anything wrong with that.

How Stereotypically Gay Are You?
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What American accent do you have? Your Result: The Inland North You may think you speak "Standard English straight out of the dictionary" but when you step away from the Great Lakes you get asked annoying questions like "Are you from Wisconsin?" or "Are you from Chicago?" Chances are you call carbonated drinks "pop."
The Midland
The Northeast
Philadelphia
The South
North Central
The West
Boston
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Quiznight im Pógs

2006-11-29T18:44:00.000+01:00

Mood: confused
Listening to: The Alarm - Blaze of Glory
Weather: dark and wet
Eating: nothing, I'm having a diet
Drinking: coke

Jaaa, also da hatten wir gestern mal wieder Dienstag und somit QuizNight im Pógs...
Die Fragen hatten es diesmal wieder ganz schön in sich (okay, wie fast jede Woche, aber sonst wäre es ja auch langweilig) und trotz einer wirklich erfolgreichen Runde sind wir nach den kompletten acht Runden mit 30,5 Punkten nur auf Platz 10 (von 11 *grrr*) gelandet!

Aber für alle die nicht wissen, was eine Quiznight ist, hier erstmal eine kleine Erklährung!
Jeden Dienstag Abend findet ab ca acht Uhr im Pógs das von Pubtrivia veröffentlichte Quiz statt.
Gegen Anmeldegebür von 2,50€uro pro Person kann man Teams von bis zu 5 Leuten bilden (Wir sind übrigens die Pirates of the Pógs!).
Diese müssen sich dann durch insgesamt 8 Runden mit je 10 Aufgaben kämpfen! Die erste Runde besteht dabei aus Bildern, die man erkennen muss, die siebte sind kurze Musikstücke die angespielt werden, der Rest besteht aus mehr oder weniger allgemeinen Fragen!

Im gestrigen Falle war die Musikrunde sehr amüsant, denn diesmal waren es Filmsequenzen (auf deutsch! hoho!) und man musste den Titel des Filmes erraten (Also wirklich, Harry Potter und Zurück in die Zukunft waren ja wohl mehr als easy zu erkennen! *g*)
Naja, im Endeffekt hat es uns auch nicht viel genützt!^^

Vince war den ersten Teil des Abends alleine, da Kenny sich in der Küche versteckt hatte (Gott weiß warum)
Also musste er recht viel arbeiten und es war nicht wirklich viel Zeit da zum kommunizieren (eigentlich gar keine)

Ich habe mit einer Freundin über alles geredet...sie meinte, ich sollte einfach in die Zukunft leben. Außerdem hat sie (rein Beziehungstechnisch) keine allzu große Meinung von Vince. Sie hat da wohl so einige Sachen gehört...naja, ob man den Pubgerüchten trauen kann? Die sind ja immer so eine Sache, wie ich ja auch schon selbst öfters erlebt habe...-.-

Die Verabschiedung war dann wieder so verwirrend...ich war den ganzen Abend schon mies drauf (tut mir leid Leute, ich weiß, ich war unerträglich!) wegen der Sache am Sonntag und dann hatte Vince noch nicht mal wirklich Zeit...
Naja, zur Verabschiedung kam er dann sogar hinter der Theke hervor und nahm mich lange ihn den Arm...und gab mir einen Kuss auf die Wange.
Dann umarmte er Steffie und gab Sebi die Hand, nur um dann nochmal zu mir zu kommen, mich erneut lange im Arm zu halten und mir noch einen Kuss zu geben... wird da jetzt noch irgendjemand draus schlau oder bin nur einfach ich zu blöd um den typen zu kapieren? (oder Typen allgemein!)
Ich habe Steffie nachher noch gefragt ob er ihr auch einen Kuss gegeben hatte, sie sagte: "Nein, und so lange wie dich hatte er mich auch nicht im Arm...!"

Ich kann wohl wirklich nichts anderes tun, als den Rat zu befolgen, den ich mir auch schon selbst vorher gegeben hatte und einfach alles auf mich zukommen lassen.
Morgen Abend ist ja erst mal wieder Karaoke im Pub...und ratet mal, wer arbeiten muss...!?

Yeeeeeaaah, yesterday was tuesdays again and that means QuizNight at the Pógs!
The questenions were tricky again this time (okay, is there any time they aren't? But otherwise it would be boring if they weren't...) In spite of having a very good first round, we only placed tenth after all eight rounds. (out of eleven *grrrr*)

But for those who might doesn't know what a quiznight is, here some explanations:
Every tuesday at eight o'clock starts the Quiznight, presented by Pubtrivia.
After paying a fee of 2,50Euro for each person, you can create teams with at most five others (our team is called "Pirates of the Pógs"!)
They have to do eight rounds with ten duties each. The first round consits of ten pictures, the seventh is about short pices of music where you have to add singer and song, the rest are more or less questions about everything!

Yesterday the musicround was very funny, because this time they were short szenes of films, dubbed in German and you had to put down the titels of the movie! (Harry Potter and Back to the Future were very easy, I have to say!*g*)
well, the buttom line is that it didn't worked at all...^^

Vince was the most of the time alone, because Kenny was hiding in the kitchen (God knows why!) and so he had to work a lot and there wasn't much time for having conversation... (actually, none!)

I talked to a friend of mine about all this... she said that I should just live and see what happens in future...
above all she doesn't have a good view about Vince (only about relationships!)... She said that she'd heard some things about him...well, if you could trust them? Pub rumors are always a special kind of thing...I should know that!-.-

The leave-taking was a bit confusing again... I was pissed the whole evening (Sorry guys, I think I was almost unbearable!) becuase of what happend on sunday and that vince didn't really had time..
Well for the leave-taking he even came around the counter and he ambraced me for a long time... and even give me a kiss on my cheek...
After that he embraced Steffie and shook Sebi's hand, just to turn around to me and to embrace me for a long time again and to give me another kiss...
Does anybody understand this or am I just too stupid to get what this guy wants??? (or all guys...-.-)
I asked Steffie later if he'd given her a kiss, too, but she just shook her head and said: "No! And I think he embraced you for a much more longer time than me...!"

I think I could really do nothing else then take the advise, I'd given myself some time again, too, and live for the future just to see what happens next!
Tomorrow evening, there is karaoke again at the pub...and guess who has to work...!?

Sunday evening

2006-11-27T17:38:00.000+01:00

Mood: depressed and lonely
listening to: Knocking on heaven's door
weather: still rainy and stormy
eating: nothing...but I'm still hungry
drinking: coke

Knocking on heaven's door

Mama take this badge from me
I can't use it anymore
It's getting dark too dark to see
Feels like I'm knockin' on heaven's door

Kn-kn-knockin' on heaven's door
Kn-knockin' on heaven's door
Kn-knockin' on heaven's door
Kn-knockin' on heaven's door

Mama put my guns in the ground
I can't shoot them anymore
That cold black cloud is comin' down
Feels like I'm knockin' on heaven's door

Kn-kn-knockin' on heaven's door
Kn-knockin' on heaven's door
Kn-knockin' on heaven's door
Kn-knockin' on heaven's door

"You just better start sniffin' your own
rank subjugation jack 'cause it's just you
against your tattered libido, the bank and
the mortician, forever man and it wouldn't
be luck if you could get out of life alive"

Kn-kn-knockin' on heaven's door

Ich fühle mich irgendwie komisch... ich weiß einfach nicht, was ich mit mir anfangen soll...
Am besten berichte ich erst einmal von Sonntag.

Nach dem späten aufstehen, machte ich mich auf nach Hause, duschen, etwas essen und so weiter, um dann wieder Sebi abzuholen und wieder in den Pub zu fahren.
Dort spielte an diesem Abend Thomas.

Ich muss ehrlich sagen: ich freute mich auf den Abend, zumal mir Vince endlich den Tanz versprochen hatte, den er mir schons eit Juni schuldet! *g*

Naja, wir waren die ersten da, Steffie und Liam wollten nachkommen.
Kurz nach uns trafen Frank und Barbara, Luke und Janine, Martina und schließlich auch Vince ein.

Kenny erzählte uns dann noch, dass er mit Tom und Mandy noch bis acht uhr morgens im Pub gesessen hatte...okay, selbst schuld!^^

Vince setzte sich an die Theke, wärend der Rest sich zu Sebi und mir an den Tisch direkt vor der Bühne stellte.

Thomas begann zu spielen und ich muss sagen: er ist wirlich gut!
Irgendwnan rief Luke uns zu sich und eröffnete uns, dass er am 10. Dezember nachdem wir fleissig in Sebis Geburtstag reinfeiern würden, ein weiteres Frühshoppen bei im geben will, um auch die anderen, die bei der Verlobungsfeier keine Zeit hatten (Liam, Steffie, Vince, Tom, Kenny, etc) daran Teil haben zu lassen.
Gott, das wird ein hartes Wochenende!^^

Irgendwann, nach ewigem Blickkontakt, kam Vince dann schließlich zu mir und forderte mich zum tanzen auf... so tanzten wir einen schönen Klammerblues zu Thomas Klängen von knocking on heaven's door...

Leider muss ich sagen, dass es das dann auch war...
Den Rest des Abends verbrachte er wieder an der Theke, war irgendwann mehr als Blau und schrieb die ganze Zeit SMS mit irgendwem...
Ich muss leider ehrlich sagen, dass mir das irgendwie weh getan hat...
Es steht so ganz im Gegensatz zu dem, was er mir die letzten tage (und schon weit vorher!) erzählt hat....ich werde daraus einfach nicht schlau.
Vielleicht lag es auch am Alkohol, ich weiß es nicht.
Ich warte einfach die kommenden Tage ab, wenn ich ihn sehe (Dienstag bzw Donnerstag).

Irgendwann haben sich die anderen auch verabschiedet (recht früh wie ich sagen muss) und Liam und ich sind als einizige bis zum Schluss geblieben, als thomas aufhörte zu spielen.
Zu Hause war ich dann so gegen kurz nach zwölf, wenn ich mich recht erinnere.

Eingeschlafen bin ich mit mehr als gemischten Gefühlen und auch heute habe ich den ganzen tag über gestern und die vergangenen Tage nachgedacht...
Am besten lasse ich alles auf mich zukommen...was bleibt mir anderes übrig?

Übrigens sollte ich eigentlich was lernen...ich muss noch Deutsch machen (dazu sollte ich erst mal dieses blöde Buch "Emilia Galotti" lesen) und für BWL lernen, schließlich schreibe ich morgen eine Klausur...
Und ich wollte heute mit Sebi zur Halle fahren und Klamotten kaufen (man braucht ja ne männliche Meinung, auch wenn's "nur" der beste Freund ist! ;-)), aber irgnedwie meldet der sich nicht... naja, bestimmt ist Steffie bei ihm! *hust*

I'm feeling sort of wierd... I just don't know what I should do with myself...
Would be best to start writing 'bout sunday...

After the late waking up, I drove home and had shower, had lunch, etc. After that I drove to to pick up Sebi again, to go to the pub (yeah, again!)
Thomas should play at this evening.

I have to be true: I wa slooking forward to this evening, especially cause Vince said that he wanted to dance with me, what he had promised since June! *g*

Well, we were the first guests there, Steffie and Liam wanted to come later.
Soon after us, Fran and Barbara, Luke and Janine, Martina and at least even Vince entered.

Kenny told us, that he, Tom and Mandy had stayed till eight o'clock in the morning at the pub...their problem!^^

Vince sat down on the counter, during the rest stayed with us at the table in front of the stage.

Thomas stareted to play and I really have to say that he is really good!
Suddenly Luke called us to his table and toled us that he wants to celebrate at the 10th of december, after we had a lot of fun with celebrating into Sebi's birthday, a new engagement party again, so that all the other epople who've had no time at saturday could join, too. (like Liam, Steffie, Vince, Tom, Kenny, etc)
God, this is going to be a looooong weekend!^^

After a long time, after lots of eye-contacting, Vince came over to me and asked me for a dance.... so we danced a wonderfull dance... to Thomas singing of "Knocking on heaven's door"....

Sadly, I have to tell that this was all for this evening...
The rest of the evening was Vince sitting at the counter, drinking his bear (he was really drunk) and writing messages with someone...
I sadly have to say that this really hurts a bit...
That's totally unlike to what he had told me during the last days (and long before!)...
I don't understand that...
Maybe it was because of the alcohol, I don't know...
I just wait what happens the next few days, when I'll see him (tuesday and thursday)

At any time, the others left one after one (early, as I have to say) and only Liam and I stayed till Thomas stopped playing.
I was at home around twelve, when I'm right.

I fell aslepp with confused feelings and I thought about yesterday and the last few days today the whole day....
I think I just wait and see what happens next, what else could I do...?

By the way, I should learn something...I still have to do my German homework (And first I should read this terrible book "Emilia Galotti") and I should learn buissness studies, because I'm writing a class exercise tomorrow...
And actually I wanted to drive to a shopping center today with Sebi to buy some cloth (It's always good to have a male opinion, even if it's "just" the best friend), but he didn't answer my messages... maybe because Steffie is with him? *hrm hrm*

It was a long night last saturday

2006-11-27T15:52:00.000+01:00

Mood: tired
Listening to: U2 - One
Weather: rainy and stormy
eating: fish
drinking: coke

Das Wochenende ist vorbei und ich bin immer noch müde! (okay, wann bin ich das nicht? *g*)
Es ist aber auch einiges passiert!
Freitag war ja noch recht harmlos, ein Videoabend mit Sebi und seiner Freundin Steffie (Glücksbärchies und Clueless, bitte keine Kommentare dazu, ja?^^) der ungefähr um ein, zwei Uhr endete.

Anders da der Samstag!
Morgens um elf aufstehen und meine Eltern zum Bahnhof fahren (sie wollten nach Köln zum Weihnachtsmarkt).
Anschließend hatte ich etwas Zeit für mich.

Um kurz vor sechs dann machte ich mich auf zu Sebi!
Wir waren beide auf die Verlobungsfeier von Luke und Janine eingeladen!
Um sieben Uhr brachte uns der Bus also zum Ahrenerfeld, da ich mein Auto bei Sebi stehen lies, um was trinken zu können.

Vor Ort erwarteten uns schon einige Gäste, darunter Kauli, ein Freund von Sebi!
Kurz nach uns trudelten noch Frank und Barbara ein, die sich auch direkt zu uns setzten. Zu fünft führten wir dann noch einige interessante Gespräche über Bücher, Filme und andere Medien.

Unter den anderen Gästen waren noch einige andere bekannte Gesichter, Pete, Jack, Thomas, Moritz und viele mehr die man so aus dem Pub kennt, so dass ich es mir nicht verkneifen konnte, Vince eine SMS zu schreiben: "Do you have something to do a the Pógs? I'm at the engagement of Luke&Janine and nearly everyone who's here is normaly at the pub!;-)thomas, pete and all the rest!:)"
Als Antwort bekam ich dann: "I'm working, it's going to be a long night. have fun."
Ich schrieb wieder: "So there are people in there? How come? As I said, nearly everyone is here!:) let's see how long it takes here, maybe we come around later!Then it'll be a long night!"
Prompt kam die Antwort: "Alot of people for the band. Not so many regulars are in, but some."
Dazu muss man eben sagen, Vince ist Amerikaner und arbeitet im Irish Pub! (siehe Fotos unten!)

Naja, im Endeffekt war es doch sehr lustig und ich war schon verdammt gut dabei! Drei Becher RedRed (Mischung 2:1), Ein einhalb Flaschen Sekt und dazu kam, dass ich den ganzen tag nur zwei Brötchen abends bei Luke gegessen hatte!
Dementsprechend gut ging es mir, als Sebi und ich dann gegen kurz nach zwei beschlossen, die Party zu verlassen und nochmal im Pub vorbei zu schauen.

Im Pub traf man komischerweise die gleichen Leute wieder, die man vorher schon bei Luke gesehen hatte: Thomas, Martina, Jack und Pete!
Die Band (Sphinx) hatte bereits aufgehört zu spielen, aber die Stimmung war immer noch super!

Wir unterhielten uns prächtig (danke nochmal an Tom und Pete, die mein englisch gelobt haben! Tom meinte es sei fast Oxford english und fragte doch tatsächlich ob ich schon einmal in einem Englischsprachigen Land gelebt hätte! *g* Nein Tom, aber ich habe es vor!^^) und nach zwei weiteren Cidern ging es mir wirklich mehr als gut! (I belive I can flyyyyyyy....oder so ähnlich!^^)
Ich erinnere mich noch als ich zu Vince sagte: "I think I'm drunk..." und er nur grinste: "Noooooo!?" *g*

Schließlich sind wir bis ca halb sieben im Pub geblieben... wir (also sebi und ich) waren die letzten Gäste und saßen noch mit Tom, Vince, Kenny und Mandy an der Theke.
Als Vince dann schließlich beschloss zu gehen, haben wir uns auch mal aufgemacht.

Die Verabschiedung vor der Türe von Vince war übrigens sehr interessant... hab ich das alles noch richtig in Erinnerung?
Naja, auch egal! ;-)

Wir wir später erfahren haben, sind die anderen noch bis acht uhr dort geblieben! OMG!
Sebi und ich lagen so gegen Sieben uhr im Bett und haben bis ca drei uhr geschlafen....und das Bett hat sich tatsächlich ein bisschen gedreht!^^

The weekend is over and I'm still tired! (okay, is there any time when I'm not tired? *g*)
But I mean, it happened a lot!
The friday was harmless, I watched some DVDs at my place with Sebi and his girlfriend Steffie (Carebears the Movie and Clueless, please no comments about that!) what endet at about one or two o'clock.

But then there was Saturday!
I rosed again at eleven and brought my parents to the train station (They wanted to travel to cologne, visiting the Christmas market there.)
After that, I had some time for myself...

Around six o'clock I drove to Sebi.
We were both invented to celebrate the engagement of Luke and Janine.
At seven o'clock we took the bus to Ahrenerfeld, cause I let my car at Sebi's, so I could drink something.

At Janine's there were already some guests, including Kauli, a freind of Sebi.
Short time after, Frank and Barbara arrived and they took seats next to us.
We talked about books, movies and other medias, what was very interesting, I have to say!

Between the other guests there were some common faces, like Pete, Jack, Thomas, Moritz and many others we know from the pub, so I couldn't deny myself writing a message to Vince:
"Do you have something to do a the Pógs? I'm at the engagement of Luke&Janine and nearly everyone who's here is normaly at the pub!;-)thomas, pete and all the rest!:)"
He answered: "I'm working, it's going to be a long night. have fun."
I wrote again: "So there are people in there? How come? As I said, nearly everyone is here!:) let's see how long it takes here, maybe we come around later!Then it'll be a long night!"
The answer was: "Alot of people for the band. Not so many regulars are in, but some."

After all, it was really funny and I had a lot of drinks: Three glasses of RedRed (Mixture 2:1), one and a half bottle of champaign and I had only two biscuits for lunch at Luke's.
So I was in a really good mood when sebi and I decided to leave the party at around two o'clock, to take a look at the pub.

In there, there were many faces we had seen at Luke's before: Thomas, Martina, Jack and Pete!
The band (Sphinx) had already stopped playing, but the vibes were still great!

We had a lot of conversations (and again thank you to Pete and Tom who told me I had a really good english! Tom said it would be nearly Oxford english and he asked if I had ever lived in an english speaking country! No Tom, but I want to!^^) and two Ciders later I was in a more than just funny mood (I believe I can flyyyyyyyyy...or something like that!^^)
I only remeber telling Vince: "I think I'm drunk..." and he just smiled: "Noooooo!?" *g*

Finally, we stayed at the pub till half past six in the morning... we (what means Sebi and I) were the last guests and we were sitting with Tom, Vince, Kenny and Mandy at the counter.
When Vince decided to leave, did we leave, too.

the leave-taking outside the pub between Vince and me was very interesting.... Do I remeber everything? Well, who cares?;-)

The others stayed till eight, as we heard later! OMG!
Sebi and I went to bed at seven and slept till nearly three. That was necessary! And I think the bed really turned around a bit! ^^

Dr House

2006-11-25T16:33:00.000+01:00

Als Fan der Serie Dr House lese ich natürlich auch die hier bei Blogger mittlerweile sehr bekannten Blogs der "Charaktere"! Falls interesse besteht, schaut einfach mal rein:

Gregory House: http://gregory-house.blogspot.com (englisch, frühere Posts deutsch)
James Wilson: http://james-wilson.blogspot.com (englisch, frühere Posts deutsch)
Allison Cameron: http://allisoncameron.blogspot.com (englisch, frühere Posts deutsch)
Robert Chase: http://www.robert-chase.blogspot.com (deutsch)

Viel Spaß beim lesen, ich kann sie wirklich nur empfehlen!^^

As a great Fan of the TV-Series House M.D., I'm reading - on Blogger becoming very popular, in the meantime - the blogs of the "characters"! If you are interested, take a lokk at this:

Gregory House: http://gregory-house.blogspot.com (english, earlier Posts german)
James Wilson: http://james-wilson.blogspot.com (english, earlier Posts german)
Allison Cameron: http://allisoncameron.blogspot.com (english, earlier Posts german)
Robert Chase: http://www.robert-chase.blogspot.com (german)

Have fun with reading them, I can really recommend them!^^

Messenger

2006-11-25T16:31:00.000+01:00

Hier mal meine Adressen bei ICQ und MSN:

Meine ICQ-Nummer lautet: 162 584 564, der Nick ist Dr Robert Chase (Fragt nicht!)

Bei MSN erreicht ihr mich unter: RobertChase@doctor.com, auch hier lautet mein Nick Dr Robert Chase!

Here are my adresses on ICQ and MSN:

my ICQ-number is: 162 584 564, the Nickname is Dr Robert Chase (don't ask!)

On MSN I can be contacted under: RobertChase@doctor.com, there my Nickname is Dr Robert Chase, too!

Halloween 2006

2006-11-25T15:26:00.000+01:00

Halloween ist zwar schon was her, aber ich stelle die Bilder trotzdem mal online!
Ich war mit Liam, Sebi und Diny im Irish Pub "The Pógs" in Rheydt, wo wir sowieso fast unsere gesamte Freizeit verbringen *g* (Dienstags Quiznight und Donnerstags Karaoke).

Halloween is already over a few days, but I wanted the put the Photos on here.
I was at the Irish Pub "The Pógs" in Rheydt, with Liam, Sebi and Diny, where we are spending most of our free-time in *g* (Tuesdays Quiznight and Thursdays Karaoke).

Vorbereitungen auf Halloween bei Sebi zu hause

Preparations for Halloween at Sebi's home.

Mein Kostüm! Erkennt man, was bzw wer es sein soll?

My fancy dress! Do you recognize what or who it should be?

Letzte Vorbereitungen, dann ist auch Diny soweit!

Last preparations and Diny is done, too!

Schon ne Idee?

Got any idea?

Erster Versuch eines Gruppenfotos! kleiner Tipp: Wir sind Charaktere einer Serie!

First try of doing a group picture! A hint for you: We are characters out of a TV-Series!

Tadaaa! Na, wer hat's erraten? JD, Elliot und Carla aus Scrubs! Ich finde, wir sind gut geworden, oder?^^

Hurraaaaay! Did you guess right? JD, Elliot and Carla from Scrubs! I think we've done it quite well, didn't we?

Liam und Ich im Pub

Liam and I at the pub

Wenn keine Stühle mehr frei sind sitze ich halt auf der Theke. Hat Sebi mich wieder geärgert oder warum guck ich so grimmig?

If there are no free chairs, I'm sitting on the counter. Did Sebi play jokes on me again or why am I looking so pissed?

Cooles Bild von Sebi alias JD!

A really cool picture of Sebi alias JD!

Liam schien auch sehr gute Laune zu haben *hehe*

Liam seemed to bee in a really good mood, too! *hehe*

Kenny, einer der Kellner im Pub! Die sahen auch alle wirklich herrlich aus *g*

Kenny, one of the waiters! They were all looking so great! *g*
Liam und Sebi

Liam and sebi
Thomas als teufel (seine wahre Gestalt? *lol*) und ein Stück von mir

Thomas as a devil (maybe his true shape? *lol*) and a little piece of mine.
Kenny und Vince! (ich liebe dieses Grinsen! *g*)

Kenny and Vince! (I love that smile! *g*)
Chris und Alkohol, böse Mischung....

Chris and alkohol...bad mixture...
"Was guckst du?"

"What's going on?"
"Grins mal!"

"Smile for me!"
Kenny hat sichtlich seinen Spaß! *g*

Kenny has a lot of fun, as you can see! *g*
Es war LEICHT voll im Pub...

I was a BIT crowdy inside...
Elliot und JD! *g*

Elliot and JD! *g*
Tom, Besitzer des Pógs

Tom, owner of the Pógs
Thomas, whatever he's doing there!

Thomas, whatever he's doing there!
Nochmal ein Foto der wenigen Menschen im Pub, im Vordergrund Chris

Again a photo of the crowd inside, in the front is Chris
"Hey Dude!"

"Hey Dude!"
"Endlich bin ich größer als du!" *hehe*

"Yeah, I'm bigger than you!" *hehe*
Carla alias Diny möchte sich schon verabschieden...

Carla alias Diny wants to go home...
...Nicht ohne vorher nochmal ein Foto mit Elliot gemacht zu haben!

...but not without taking another photo with Elliot!
Vince bei der Arbeit

Vince is working
Thomas schenkt Getränke aus

Thomas is serving drinks
Chris umarmt jemanden den ich ausnahmsweise mal nicht kenne *g*

Chris embraces someone i don't know, I wonder! *g*
Mandy und Kenny als "Horrorpaar" *g*

Mandy and Kenny as "Couple of horror!" *g*
Yeah, Vince und sein Womanizerblick *g*

Yeah, Vince, our womanizer! *g*
Thomas bei der Arbeit (könnte ja jetzt sagen seltener Anblick *hust*)

Thomas is working (I could say that's a rare view, *coff*)
Ein teil der Pógs-Crew

A part of the Pógs-Crew
"Huh?"

"huh?"
"Oh mein Gott, nehmt es ab von uns!" Sebi sieht nicht glücklich aus mit Chris *g*

"Oh my god, take it away from us!" Sebi doesn't seem to be happy with Chris *g*
Ich versuche es da doch lieber mit einem Lächeln!

I'm trying to do a smile instead
Gruppenfoto!!! (plus Kenny...-.-)

Group picture!!! (plus Kenny...-.-)
Noch ein Versuch

Next try
Nochmal Kenny und Mandy

Again, Kenny and Mandy
Tom mit der Jason-maske von Liam *g*

Tom with Liam's Jason-mask *g*
Tom und Liam beim saufen *lol* Im Hintergrund Vince beim kassieren

Tom and Liam drinking! *lol* In the background you can see Vince taking the money

Alles in allem war es wirklich ein schöner Abend, von ca zehn bis knapp sechs Uhr morgens, jede menge Cider, gute Musik und super Stimmung!

After all, it was a really great evening, from about ten p.m. till early six a.m., a lot of cider, great music and really good vibes!

Pictures made by Sebi and me